AHAHA! IT IS YOU! I KNEW IT!Okay, wow. Maybe I can help you, CR.
My twin soul is actually late-December born, and while his Psyche and Eros don't conjoin, they DO conjoin his Venus and Mars, in a very cool dual pairing-off kind of way: Eros-Venus, Mars-Psyche. I mirror these energies with my own Aquarian flavoured Eros and Psyche.
It's been pretty much impossible for him to truly connect with anyone. I'm still trying to figure out how I got under the door, so to speak, but I'll be aeternally grateful for it. He's an incredible, albeit troubled, and very talented guy.
Don't sell yourself short. I think it's possible you both find a lot of 'completion' within yourselves, and can use this natural 'merged' energy to inspire others.
I know I was SHOCKED at how profoundly romantic some of our first writing together turned out to be. Intense, soulful stuff - and yet, subtle, understated. Strangely perfect for someone like me who HATES over the top romantic crap, but values a real soul connection. Somehow, he managed to portray that perfectly.
I know you write. Have you considered the power of your Eros-Psyche conjunction? For love's longing to be satisfied by the exalted form of erotic love could lead to some -very- poignant, inspired works.
Might be why you're having trouble with your chosen career, too. You haven't 'let go' yet. You won't really find your voice, or the soul of your creativity, until you do that. I know this well, AND how difficult that journey. It's also essential to get to where you want to go.
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Stargazing in Hollyweird,
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